My constant fear of being alone and rejected has ruined my life, but this year I want to feel free. I can’t stay like this way forever, in this never ending cycle of turmoil and I know that. So I am working on myself and improving for her. I am trying to talk to her more be more confident in myself so that I could have a chance at being hers. #slowlygoinghollow #yearning #iwanthersobad #eldenring #fypシ